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Everyone at school is jealous of me and my friend... they all hate me now for no reason. This girl called me a backstabber for absolutely no reason and then everyone's on her side. So at school I just wanted to shoot myself because I felt like a piece of trash.

And I know this is obsessive but tomorrow is the highlight of my week; I get to go shopping (at only one store)! I'm so excited! But I don't know why...I'm getting my swimsuit and pajamies there but that's nothing to be really excited about. Maybe I'm abnormal or something? :\

And then on Friday there's a dance and my friend's coming over on my bus so we can go together and she's sleeping over (same friend that everyone else is jealous about). I don't know if I want to go because all the people that hate me will be there.

And my crush, he likes his girlfriend a lot, but she really doesn't like him. I told him everything she said, because he's a close friend and he has a right to know. He's going to get heartbroken and I don't want that. The girl even has a specific date to break up with him, on April 27th.

Gosh, what a sucky week. :[ Help!!

 
Gosh, I don't know what to say. Maybe talk to your parents or something. Or take a break. Get away from it all. Go for a walk in the fresh air. Meditate. Take your mind off things. Just be carefree. You should relax and think about your feelings. Then talk to your parents about how you are feeling. It's always good to talk to your parents about things that are bothering you.

 
Awww... sorry to hear you're feeling so low... :(

Sometimes your group of friends just go thru' phases and (from my experience) this happens a lot with girls... they get mood swings and hate someone for no reason, then get over it and are fine with that person again... you never know, it may all blow over in a few days and things will be back to normal.

But I'm sorry if this upsets you ... I have to ask this;

You mention a girl called you a back stabber for no reason... does this girl know everything you told your crush about his girlfriend?

Might that explain why she called you a backstabber and why a lot of the other girls took her side?

I'm just asking - not judging.

I can understand why you told your crush about his girlfriend... but a lot of people might disagree with what you did and might think you did it because you have a crush on him and don't want him to like someone else...

Don't forget that people see things from a different view point and sometimes that leads to misunderstandings and disagreements.

I really hope it sorts itself out soon ^_^

 
Nope, she doesn't know I told him, TM... nobody does but him.

Like a week ago, she said she wanted my best friend get her head sucked down a toilet. So I told my best friend and the girl who told me got really mad. But it was a threat, what could I do? But this isn't the real reason she called me a backstabber - it's an excuse since this happened last week. ^_^

I'm just so confused... I didn't want to tell him, but I didn't want to see him upset. It just spilled out. I feel as if I messed everything up. :(

 
Don't kill yourself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Your much to special.

 
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