Страдать

Страдать is Russian for "Suffer".

So I got bored one day and made this.

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My smile is simply a misleading mask.

Truly I feel so helpless and alone.

In the past I was a sweet young child.

But time has shaped me into this sinful fiend.

Tears were always slapped away from my face,

So I fear that I may be punished for crying.

The madness that goes about in my head,

Is enough to make me stay up all night.

I think that if I hurt others it will subside,

But that only feeds my pure insanity.

The ones that I loved slowly slipped away from me,

And were replaced by large shadows.

I scare everyone away when I speak,

And the signs of appreciation makes them frightened.

I curse myself everytime that others run,

"Why can't I show any signs of sanity...?"

This new life that I’ll live through once again,

Will try to change my psychotic ways.

I’ll try to make my smiles genuine,

And be happy for real this time.

My smile is simply a misleading mask.

Truly I feel so helpless and alone.

I will hold in all of my dark rage,

And bring up all of my happy memories.

Let me hold your hand so I can make sure you’re there,

I don’t want to be left alone anymore.

Этoт удивительный, Тикей (Etot udivitelʹno, Tikyeĭ) (Translation: This is amazing, Teekay)

Srsly though. Yes, I had the random urge to use Russian. The fact that it's about a certain character we know and love make it yet more awesome, though it would still be great if it was about...I dunno. Some one xD

I agree! When I read this I figured out who it was about almost immediately, and I couldn't stop reading until I reached the end... absolutely wonderful!

Wow, that's really, really good.

And I love how I didn't need the translation to read the Russian

Я знаю кто это о, я знаю кто это о ~ *twirls all fangirl like*

It's so very, very beautiful. <3