I'm Sorry

I'm sorry, I am

I'm sorry I wasn't there,

For pretending not to care,

I'm sorry I wasn't at your door then,

Screaming for you to let me in,

Just tell my why you'd tried tonight,

why you tried to take your life,

If you knew how much I love you,

Would you have still tried to?

If your heart had stopped beating,

I would've stopped breathing,

Don't ever try that again,

I need you I can't pretend,

I'm sorry for walking out so close,

To when you needed me the most,

It's all my fault I should've known,

That your heart was all alone,

I'm glad that you had second thoughts,

I'm sorry that we ever fought,

I'm glad you didn't take your life,

I'm sorry for everything tonight,

You forgave me so dang easy,

How can you not just turn and leave me,

If you'd died and lost your past,

Your dying breath would be my last,

I'm sorry for not loving you,

Just the way I wanted to,

I'm sorry that I made you cry,

You held me and said it's alright,

I won't leave you as hurting mess,

It hurt me so bad when I up and left,

I love you boy don't you leave,

Stay on Earth... stay with me

Based on a true event, from when I found out my boyfriend had attempted to take his life, but I ran into his house to apoligize and I stopped him. I was scared crapless when I found him about to jump off a chair, with a noose around his neck and connected to the ceiling fan.

Aww that's terrible!

But now you are a life saver =]

I am sorry =[

This is beautiful.

I'm very sorry to hear about that incident and I hope everything is alright now. Like what MissBerry<3 said, you are a life saver.

This is truely beautiful, I love it.

No, I'm not. I'm the reason he even considered suicide, and I almost became the reason for his death. I honestly wish I could say, "Yeah, I saved his life, wasn't that great?"

But I can't. Not when i'm the reason he was going to take his life. . _ .

But at least he didn't committ sucicde when you stopped him. It counts for something.

If you say so...

I hope he now understands how much you love him.

This is beautiful. <3