Here's another random poem I wrote. I tried to make the meaning more obvious, but since most people are tuned in to love songs and this is NOT a love song, you still might not get it.
One of them said I'm good at maths and writing.
The other one said that they don't matter.
Then they said I should be confiding in others,
Not spending every minute in the shadows.
So I said, they aren't worth talking to
Then they said, who to judge them are you?
I said I had talked to them but they said to try again
I'd given them only one chance back then.
So I gave them a chance, over and over.
And every time they let me down.
I just gave up and said it was over.
I wouldn't try to make any friends now.
But they persisted, they seemed to like me
So I thought, exactly how much harm could it be?
I wasn't right though, I fell into their trap.
And now I've decided I really won't try again.
I won't ever, ever, try to have friends.
This obviously doesn't mean what you might think. It doesn't mean I don't want to have any friends any more. It means I won't take part in one aspect of friendship - telling anyone things I don't want others to know, because I've never been able to work out the right person to trust and I've almost ended up banned from TamaTalk several times because I told people things I shouldn't have.
One of them said I'm good at maths and writing.
The other one said that they don't matter.
Then they said I should be confiding in others,
Not spending every minute in the shadows.
So I said, they aren't worth talking to
Then they said, who to judge them are you?
I said I had talked to them but they said to try again
I'd given them only one chance back then.
So I gave them a chance, over and over.
And every time they let me down.
I just gave up and said it was over.
I wouldn't try to make any friends now.
But they persisted, they seemed to like me
So I thought, exactly how much harm could it be?
I wasn't right though, I fell into their trap.
And now I've decided I really won't try again.
I won't ever, ever, try to have friends.
This obviously doesn't mean what you might think. It doesn't mean I don't want to have any friends any more. It means I won't take part in one aspect of friendship - telling anyone things I don't want others to know, because I've never been able to work out the right person to trust and I've almost ended up banned from TamaTalk several times because I told people things I shouldn't have.