Please don't tell me you don't mean what you say.
Please don't make our friendship only last a day.
You don't know how many times I've been let down.
This is the last chance I'm giving to anyone now.
I don't know what I did to lose my other friends.
I didn't deliberately put our friendship to an end.
No, I probably did it indirectly.
Because I'm not able to trust anybody.
But I think you're the one who can understand
It was really my fault I let all my other friends down.
Nobody else did anything wrong.
It was always me that never belonged.
I won't be hopeful, I can't be unrealistic.
Maybe you now realise why I seem so pessimistic.
Everyone says friends forever, only a few mean it.
I haven't found out which one you are yet.
Yes, this is about a person but I won't say who because they might not want me to. I'll tell them next time I get to talk to them, and if they're fine with it I'll post who it is.