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Posted 17 December 2013 - 10:08 AM ( #18 )

Excluding my boyfriend, I get 99% of my daily socialization from tumblr and forums...



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Posted 18 December 2013 - 01:37 PM ( #19 )

I hate public displays of affection, no matter of what sexuality the lovey dovey couple is. Not only public though, same with movies.


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Posted 18 December 2013 - 05:13 PM ( #20 )

Sometimes when I'm watching a movie and I'm the only one home I'll turn on the subtitles, mute the TV, and say a character's lines as if I'm auditioning for said character. I've always wanted to get into voice acting and I feel like doing this could be good practice. I've actually gotten to where I can make myself cry on the spot.


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Posted 18 December 2013 - 06:25 PM ( #21 )

I just need to shout this out and if you don't have an open mind then I don't want to hear your crap okay

 

Luckily most of TT seems to have an open mind though, it's a bit long but it's interesting I guess and I think I need help or advice or something

 

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Posted 18 December 2013 - 09:30 PM ( #22 )

I just need to shout this out and if you don't have an open mind then I don't want to hear your crap okay

 

Luckily most of TT seems to have an open mind though, it's a bit long but it's interesting I guess and I think I need help or advice or something

 

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You're not insane.

I doubt you're bipolar (which is arguably something I may have experienced). Bipolar disorder involves serious swings in mood, from incredibly euphoric/inspired/happy to depressed.

About dissociative disorder: wikipedia article dissociative disorder is mostly found in victims of abuse; as a defense mechanism. So this might apply to you, and it might not. (and keep in mind that dissociative identity disorder is not always so severe as the examples you see online; it's estimated that up to 1% of the population has it)

And it's possible that you're just ... different. Regardless of whether you have a disorder, you are you, and there are benefits to being you. :)

If you need to talk, there are lots of people here (including myself), or you can speak with a psychiatrist or psychologist. (Don't get diagnosed by a GP because they usually aren't qualified for that kind of stuff.)

 

Also, question: Is there anything that triggers your swaps?

 

my confession:

I literally need to write in order to stay sane.

If I haven't written just for myself in a few days, I start acting really weird and incessantly talking to myself. At that point I have to either sit down in front of my journal or in front of Google Drive and write down literally every single thought that is in my mind. It can take pages, and if you read it, it looks like the ravings of a lunatic. But it is the only thing that helps me. Keeps me saner for a few days more.


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Posted 19 December 2013 - 12:18 PM ( #23 )

I find irl friendships annoying.


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Posted 21 December 2013 - 03:32 PM ( #24 )

I mainly ship het and boy x boy. ._.

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Posted 21 December 2013 - 03:48 PM ( #25 )

I mainly ship het and boy x boy. ._.

And I ship mainly boy x boy. For many reasons. I just am not attracted to girls at all and in 99% they are badly written nowadays... 



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Posted 22 December 2013 - 04:35 AM ( #26 )

When I have popper-juice thingies with those caps on top...I'm bad at explaining... I always take the cap off. They're annoying and make too much noise. :P



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Posted 27 December 2013 - 08:15 PM ( #27 )

My confession? It makes me want to completely fall apart being in love with my best friend and knowing he's gay. It hurts a little more each time a new guy is mentioned, ya know?



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Posted 27 December 2013 - 11:07 PM ( #28 )

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Posted 28 December 2013 - 07:17 AM ( #29 )

Nobody in my family knows I'm genderqueer. My mother found yaoi in my internet history and instantly concluded I was gay and told the entire family that I was.



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Posted 28 December 2013 - 12:57 PM ( #30 )

I like to show my mother yaoi and gay erotic fanarts overall. She doesn't mind. And we like to talk about all sorts of things. If someone overheard our conversations, they would assume we are patologic.



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Posted 29 December 2013 - 12:27 AM ( #31 )

Confessions? I think I'll just post random stuff like everyone else is doing. :P

 

I used to always think about myself in the third person and past tense whenever I was doing something. I have no idea why. For events that were going to happen or had already happened, I'd think in the first person (e.g. "I'm going shopping tomorrow" or "I went shopping yesterday"). It was events in the present tense that I'd think strangely about, for example when I was walking, I'd think "she was walking". I was really into writing, and wrote stories in the first person. However, I thought about myself as if my life was a story told in the third person.

 

I think strangely in other ways too. If I don't pronounce a word right in my head, I keep thinking it over and over again until I do. Also, if I don't know how to spell or pronounce a word I can't think of the word, either. It would just annoy and distract me.

 

I used to have a fear of hurting myself while grating something. I refused to grate stuff and made other people do it for me because cutting yourself on a grater looked really painful. Yesterday I was told to grate carrots at a friend's house so I couldn't refuse, and I cut my thumb. Now I can't type properly without it hurting. I was right to be afraid. :P



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Posted 29 December 2013 - 04:39 AM ( #32 )

This is more directed at dangans - CONTAINS SOME SPOILERS

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I'm also addicted to disney *cough* Lab Rats i just realy like adam lmoe


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Posted 29 December 2013 - 06:11 AM ( #33 )

This is more directed at dangans - CONTAINS SOME SPOILERS

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I'm also addicted to disney *cough* Lab Rats i just realy like adam lmoe

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Posted 29 December 2013 - 01:01 PM ( #34 )

This is more directed at dangans - CONTAINS SOME SPOILERS

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I'm also addicted to disney *cough* Lab Rats i just realy like adam lmoe

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As per confession, I'm feeling quite suicidal all the dang time. I'm not about to do anything any soon though, I don't want to worry my mother- she is too old for this.