LovelyLavender
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I am Deleted.
I’m not with you or anyone anymore.
Might as well say, I’ve ‘Gone with the Wind.’
But I have disappeared nevertheless.
I hope you miss me,
That you’ll cry out my name at night.
But I know you won’t
You never really noticed me after all
It’s not too hot or too cold here
I feel nothing, but my thoughts
I can’t tell if this place is empty or filled
But I guess it doesn’t really matter
I’m starting to think of you more
But I feel no emotion when I do think
It’s just that, a thought, and a suggestion
I’m not sure if I want to stop thinking
I’m beginning to forget
Of who I was
Or would it still be “who I am?”
I am changing? Do I truly want this?
The memories are fading
I knew this would happen
I thought this is what I needed
But now I’m terrified
It’s too silent here
I think it’s getting to me
But you never seemed fazed with silence
So I’ll just stop and allow the stillness
I think it’s starting to sink in
The nothingness I desire
But I’m still here
So I’m still something
Please…
Just say my name once
So I’ll…remember…
Of…why…I…did…this
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