Dear Best Friend,

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x.//StoryTeller//.x

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I miss you dearly

I think of you daily

And I so wish I could see

Your smiling face

And laugh with you over the silliest things

But I can't help but forget

That you were never real

My "best friend"

Was nothing but a façade

A petty mind game

And "You"

Was manipulative

"You"

Was a magician

Dangling flecks of light in empty shrouded darkness

"You" was my abuser all along

And I wish I could go back

To hearing your sleepy voice at 3 am

Talking about your cats for hours on end

Playing truth or dare until the sun was up on your side of the country

Watching movies (and pulling me into even more things to love)

And having tearful heart to hearts

But I know that none of those laughs and tears were genuine

Because the next day I would be greeted to a text

Saying how I never talk to you

And how I'm bringing you down and exhausting you

While I'm exhausted trying to remind you that I am a very busy person

And I physically cannot talk to you every second

That I'm "just like everyone else"

Even though I have done everything I possibly can to not be like them

And I feel so guilty

That I'm not good enough for you

And if I'm not good enough

Then I'm breaking your heart

Dear ex best friend,

A year later, I still miss you every day.

Dear "You",

A year later, I'm still hurting every day.

 
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