I know it's hard and you certainly came to the right place for support. Sometimes it helps to maybe take a break from tamas for a little while before you start a new one. Also try to remember that your tama didn't really die, it just whent back to it's home planet.
If you need a friend or anything than you can pm me.
Remember your friends at tama talk are always here for you.
I feel so sorry for you! It is sad! But tama_angel_lover is right...it didn't die. It went back to it's home planet. And you can always see it in your tama's History and remember the happy times you had with it.