Where to start....
ok. i play with 3 girls, anne, victoria and sara. anne i've known since year 2, we catch the same bus and we lives quite close to each other. victoria i only got to know this year. she's in the year below us, except she's our age. (i put 11 in my siggy because i turn 11 next month - i'm actually 10 and in year 5). she's smart, funny, and fun. i always havew a good time with her. now, sara is a very (excuse language) screwed up little girl. she's adopted and likes to tell lies. i''m friends with her because i feel sorry for her because she has no friends because she drove her old one so insane that she moved to a different school. i know it's bad to be friends with someone who you just feel sorry for, but still.
I was friends with sara in term 1 because my teacher, miss sheumack, asked me if i could show sara, the new girl, the ropes of the school. i agreed, and we became friends after a while. then in second term another girl, chloe, came to my school, and i was put in charge of her, too. so i did it, and found out chloe had one of the best senses of humor i'd seen. So we all played together, mostly handball. then in term 3 i noticed sara was getting a bit fond of chloe. eventually she started trying to organise to play after school every day she could. she got obsessed with chloe. sara also cheated in handball more than normal, so i finally confronted her about it all. she denied it, sayinbg i was cheating and that she was being perfectly normal with chloe. it got so out of hand that chloe left the school this term, term 4, because sara was scaring her with the attention she was paying her. i felt like slapping sara around when i found out chloe wasn't coming back in term 4. i felt like screaming at her "IT'S YOU'RE FAULT CHLOE'S LEFT! YOURS!" i really miss chloe. i think almost every day, why couldn't sara have left? why? why couldn't she have left me and chloe in peace?
I just recently met chloe at the public library, and the only word i got to say to her before she left was "hey hey! long time no see!" and then her mother dragged her off, stupid s***.
i gave up playing with sara, and went and played with anne, who i had known since my first year at my school. it turned out she had found a new friend, victoria, who is in our class (it's a 4/5 composite class). i started liking vicki, and now i'm playing with them every day. exept only, now i'm remembering why i stopped playing with anne in the first place...
She's a woos. she only ever talks about herself. she's extremely competitive. couldn't give a [stuff] about anyone else's life. she actually thinks she is getting better at horseriding (pretty much the only thing we have in common - i'm much better [don't mean to brag] than her). and now she thinks she has complete control over me because she was the first person to be friends with vicki. i really don't want to hurt her feelings, but i don't like her anymore and i still like vicki. and i also have a doubt that vicki would come to either of our sides, because she doesn't want to hurt either of out feelings, either. UGH! I'M SO FRUSTRATED!!!
Sara's also trying to tag along with me too, which is really annoying for me because i hate her for driving chloe away. and if i tell her to go away, she goes and tells the teacher and i'm in trouble.
What should i do? i need some advice. and some comfort would be nice, too, if only my mum weren't so preoccupied...
*sobs some more*
*Edited - censoring*
Edited by Bell Sprout, 13 December 2006 - 04:58 AM.