I was still quite young when I aquired a taste<br>For anything odd and rather displaced,<br>And I suppose I can still be like that now.<br>Because I don't drive and I try not to drink,<br>But it's just some nights I can't seem to think,<br>And day by day I seem to lose myself a bit more.<br>Sometimes people do the strangest things,<br>I can not write and I try not to sing,<br>I've been waiting so long for a first-class hospital bed. <br><br>My sister says I'm doing fine,<br>My mother says I could do better,<br>I'm still waiting for them to find me lying here. <br><br>But I'm not sure if I'm up to waiting another year. <br><br>I was told in a dream I could do something,<br>But I would have to wait until I let you know.<br><br>I suppose I should just go home. <br><br>My friends laughed and said I'd be okay,<br>As I waited there for another day,<br>Sarah smiled and told me it would be all right. <br>So as of now I'm fine. <br><br>Nobody remembers the day I was born,<br>Because it wasn't filmed and I can't preform<br>Any mportant event taking place that day.<br>I suppose it's not that urgent anyway. <br><br>With laughs we'll remember the way words slip,<br>At least according to the script,<br>I left on the nightstand for their benefit. <br><br>In scene one, my best friend is in shock,<br>And so are they, or so they thought,<br>Because one dramatic scene won't be enough. <br><br>I'm still waiting here today,<br>The car outside is miles away,<br>And everybody's left to see a casket without you.<br><br>I guess I should too.<br><br>But hospitals are overrated,<br>The music on the radio is outdated,<br>I'm not used to being this alone.<br><br>I'm not ready to go home. <br><br>I'm still sleeping here, back to the tile,<br>And I'll still be here, waiting for a while, <br>So if you're still coming, I'm still waiting for you. <br><br>You still miss the kid lying in his bed,<br>Hanging on the words you could have said, <br>And I guess I do to. <br>And I'd like to tell you he does too.<br><br>KILLING CHICAGO.<br><br>Star-crossed dancers,<br>With dialating eyes,<br>Cut across the city streets,<br>Dressed in their best lies.<br><br>I read in the newpaper,<br>The moon hung hinself over Chicago today,<br>The wind won't blow here any more,<br>For over us he stays.<br><br>Pardon me while I fall in love,<br>I'm selling my soul on the streets,<br>Passers-by click their heels on wet stone,<br>But really, do they see?<br><br>Kodak can't do him justice,<br>You can't even see his tears,<br>Behind his beautiful smile and clenched teeth,<br>He locks away his fears.<br><br>I'll write your name on paper,<br>And throw it into the city's fire,<br>I'll forget you, but don't worry, we know,<br>I've always been a liar.<br><br>The moon's eyes grow closer,<br>And his breath cuts across your face,<br>As the dead man whispers through the air,<br>About how there won't be wind in this place.<br><br>I heard the moon hung himself over Chicago yesterday,<br>And he watched killers take a chance,<br>The last of us will fall dead with the city,<br>But as of now we dance.<br><br><br><br>Forgetting Brendon.x<br><br>Don't forget to think of me while you're away,<br>I would never have said goodbye if I ever thought you'd stay.<br><br>The speakers are my friends,<br>Even when your voice comes through,<br>We're far away, but I still look at the stars,<br>And I wonder if you're looking too.<br><br>Even when I look in the mirror, I only see your face,<br>Did you know you never left me, even after you left this place?<br><br>Chicago was never this far away,<br>But Honey, we knew the cost,<br>We know exactly what we should have done,<br>But somehow I'm still lost.<br><br>Paper birds,<br>Empty lies,<br>Do you remember all of those names listing?<br>Glass rain,<br>Grey skies,<br>Do you remember the day you went missing?<br><br>The twenty-fifth of January.<br>We wrote it down so we'd always know,<br>Rain falls faster when I'm alone,<br>But if you must, you can go.<br><br>Take a photograph of the way things were last November,<br>Because no matter what happens, We Will Remember.<br><br><br>WE WILL REMEMBER.<br><br><br>It was interesting how they would dance,<br>As the small girl played the beautiful song,<br>They were silently dodging through romance,<br>Although they may have forgotten how long.<br><br>They will move through time that will always pass,<br>Even after they dance past their own hearse,<br>In a sanctuary that cannot last,<br>You must know that their love always is fierce.<br><br>We don't know how they dance without a tear,<br>Nor how their feet can still step through in time,<br>Though they are surrounded by their own fear,<br>They don't let each other's thoughts be confined.<br><br>Lest they forget those fate-wrenching days,<br>Not even now, as together they sway.