ilovekuchipa555
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I've been down lately...and it wasn't good. Ohkay, a few days ago, I had this fight with my best, best friend. And I tried to get over it, but I can't. Let's just say her name's A.
I was friends with A. I made a new friend, and that new friend, let's say she's B. Me and B became real good friends. I was still friends with A, but one day A pulled me to the school garden and started saying things. First she thought that I forgot her or something. And she started to cry, And she said that I was very 'stupid'. She said that I don't know what other people think. She tried to err...convince me to leave B.
And, this didn't happen once. A few months ago, another friend of mine, let's say her name's C. A tried to tell me that C was bad. Um, what she meant was, 'C's bad, you shouldn't be friends with her' or something like that. I've been very disappointed in her. She just wouldn't let me make friends with anyone. Every person that I make friends with, she always says that that person was bad. She always said I wasn't a true friend. She said that I didn't care about her, and that I didn't want to be friends with her. She's like, 'Why did you do this?' And I said that I just wanted more friends. She didn't let me though. But I can't let her control me, right?
I don't know if I'm wrong or not. I feel guilty, but sometimes I feel that she is taking over my life and she can't do that. Sometimes I feel sorry. Sometimes I want revenge. I feel like I want to cry. But not for her. I don't even know why. She made me feel like a dork. One day I run to my mother and I ask, 'Do you think I'm stupid?' But all the time my mom says that I'm fine. She said I'm just...I can't explain it. (Well, it's in another language and I can't translate it xP) She said that I'm too...nice. She said that I think that everyone's good. I look at everyone in a good way. But I don't think like that at times.
Ugh, thinking about this is making me crazy. Seriously, I'm totally depressed. Can someone help me? She isn't talking to me but she will come back for sure.
[sorry, it's kinda long. If you don't read it all it's fine.]
I was friends with A. I made a new friend, and that new friend, let's say she's B. Me and B became real good friends. I was still friends with A, but one day A pulled me to the school garden and started saying things. First she thought that I forgot her or something. And she started to cry, And she said that I was very 'stupid'. She said that I don't know what other people think. She tried to err...convince me to leave B.
And, this didn't happen once. A few months ago, another friend of mine, let's say her name's C. A tried to tell me that C was bad. Um, what she meant was, 'C's bad, you shouldn't be friends with her' or something like that. I've been very disappointed in her. She just wouldn't let me make friends with anyone. Every person that I make friends with, she always says that that person was bad. She always said I wasn't a true friend. She said that I didn't care about her, and that I didn't want to be friends with her. She's like, 'Why did you do this?' And I said that I just wanted more friends. She didn't let me though. But I can't let her control me, right?
I don't know if I'm wrong or not. I feel guilty, but sometimes I feel that she is taking over my life and she can't do that. Sometimes I feel sorry. Sometimes I want revenge. I feel like I want to cry. But not for her. I don't even know why. She made me feel like a dork. One day I run to my mother and I ask, 'Do you think I'm stupid?' But all the time my mom says that I'm fine. She said I'm just...I can't explain it. (Well, it's in another language and I can't translate it xP) She said that I'm too...nice. She said that I think that everyone's good. I look at everyone in a good way. But I don't think like that at times.
Ugh, thinking about this is making me crazy. Seriously, I'm totally depressed. Can someone help me? She isn't talking to me but she will come back for sure.
[sorry, it's kinda long. If you don't read it all it's fine.]