There are actual things I miss, like my gran's old horse, my family, the African weather and a few friends. I miss my school and my house and my dogs and cats and being able to run around all day. Then there are things I miss emotionally, like my confidence and ability to be happy pretty much all the time.
But when I think about it, I wouldn't do anything again. If I did anything different, something might not be the same where I am now, in the present. I've learnt so much from everything I've been through, and I can't help but look forward to the future, because I know at some point I'm going to get better.
I try not to look back because that's just going to get in the way of me moving forward.
So yes and no.