Hi Try Honesty,
Thanks for being so brave and open about seeking help with your worrying and anxiety. Dealing with that alone can be very difficult and confusing; admitting and stating your truth about your experience can be just as painful and tormenting.
Let me assure you, you are not alone in experiencing anxiety and worrying. There are many people your age, young and older who experience anxiety and worrying on a day to day basis. Some people experience it occasionally when a certain situation presents itself, others experience it for days or even weeks at a time. It's certainly not fun sitting in a constant state of panic and disorder which can lead to more panic just by thinking about it!
But you are safe and completely normal. Your life, with a little help from professionals, will change for the better. You will learn to take your anxiety to turn it in to powerful tool to become more brave and confident. There are many books, professionals, natural remedies and online tools that can help you overcome anxiety before looking in to prescribed medication. Not to say that prescribed meds aren't needed - levels of anxiety differ greatly from person to person.
I have dealt with anxiety for most of my life. After experiencing some very scary and emotional situations recently, I sought out help from a few doctors including psychiatrists and GP's. Because my anxiety was almost crippling and the natural remedies didn't seem to work very well, I opted for prescribed medication to see how it would help me. While I wasn't entirely keen on taking medication, it helped me cope through the times that were most trying. Like I said earlier, this was just my experience and it will differ from others. The medication I was prescribed was to be used only in a situation of a panic attack, not on a regular basis. I keep the medication close, but have not used it since January.
It's important to know that just because a doctor hands you a prescription or a doctor tells you that you should take "this or that" medication doesn't mean you HAVE TO. What's most important is to educate yourself on what treatment would be best for you. My partner found an amazing e-book and online forum program that has changed my life (I will PM you the details). You are the only one who can find a solution and end your anxiety for good. Rest assured - many people share your experience and that is why I recommend looking into an all natural, drug free treatment first.
Anxiety is not a sickness or a disease, it is something that can be cured. A quote I find helpful when I need a little uplifting:
"At this very moment it may feel like you're in a dark and anxious place, but know that where anxiety is concerned, it's always darkest before the dawn."
Here's to your brightest future!