i had this repeating dream,
but it wasn't exactly the same each time.
but it revolves around the same thing.
my fear of loosing the people i love- number one being my parents.
i had dreams of loosing both parents, but in seperate dreams.
here is the ones with my mom:
~ This happened when I was little. This dream, it haunted me so bad that I still remember it exactly to this day. My mom took me to an aquarium, and there was a lot of people. I got seperated from my mom. I could see her, but she kept walking. I would scream and cry, but she just kept fading away. I tried to chase her, but she would only go farther and farther away. And then I was engulfed in many people, stuck in a tight space. I woke up crying and screaming for my mom.
meaning: i don't ever want to get lost from my mom, and it's my clustrophobia in the dream as well.
~ This one was also from me when I was little. It haunts me as well. I was home with my mom, just her and me. We were smiling and playing games, but then she stood in front of the door. She was facing me, and then she started to fade away. I ran after her, but she would only go farther away. And then it was total darkness.
meaning: once again, loosing my mom. but this time it was entwined with my fear of the dark.
and then the dream with my dad:
~ It happened like, a few monthes ago. In the dream, the world was ending and flooding. People was only choosing certain people to live. There was this safe church thing on an island, where they would choose the people to live. Four people would stand in the middle of the church, and 1 would die. 3 would live. Well me and my dad, and two others went in. My dad was the one chosen to die. the whole selection of who to live and who dies was becsue there was a huge boat, but not everyone would be able to fit. I was crying and buggin out, and i was thrown onto the boat. Finally the church collapsed, and my dad and these others all died.
meaning: my dad dying. this dream, is the worste one i've ever had.i woke up crying, and would not let go of my dad.
i have the weirdesr dreams.