Wine_Deer
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July 17, 7 PM, the Jonas Brothers are going to be in Concord, performing, and I was going to go. Today is July 14 and I was talking to my mom about talking to my friend and her parents about seating, because they were supposed to take me. For, like, a week of high hopes and daydreams and dreams was too much and I thought I was going. My mom suddenly says "Uh, I think you need to give them some space. I mean 3 days??! I don't think it's gonna happen."
That crushed me so much I nearly burst out in to tears at that moment, and I'm about to burst any second now.
You might be thinking Just for a concert? WOW that's kind of stupid... or something in that area.
But it's not also that. My hopes were so high and I had all these daydreams and dreams and my mom kept putting it off and stuff and she even agreed to what ticket range we would be in yesterday. It hurt because, she said I could go if I just get a ride to it.
She's broken so many promises to me I can't think of one instance where she's kept her promise. I'm like, about to cry now.
And she kept being all snappy at me she just really hurt me.
I thought I was going to go see the band I love, the guy I dream of, with my best friend and maybe get an autograph, and I was so excited, I was so sure I was gonna go.
She brought all of that down in a 1 minute conversation.
You still might think this is stupid, but it's one of those things where you can't imagine the feeling that I've gotten, unless you've felt it yourself.
I just wanted to go to a concert. I was gonna give up going to Disneyland so I could get a ticket. And, like she always has, she broke her promise to me.
Ok I g2g before I cry because it hurts.
I just needed to vent. Thank you for listening. (Please no posts like "Well that's kind of stupid." I'm in enough pain, thank you.
PS I also just got bullied (like I do everyday) by my sister because I wanted to go online because I haven't been on all day, so I'm like, really sensitive.
EDIT: Another reason why this hurt so much, is because my heart has been hurt constantly this summer. So it was in the middle of healing right now when my mom broke the news. It's like every time my my heart heals, BAM it gets hurt again
That crushed me so much I nearly burst out in to tears at that moment, and I'm about to burst any second now.
You might be thinking Just for a concert? WOW that's kind of stupid... or something in that area.
But it's not also that. My hopes were so high and I had all these daydreams and dreams and my mom kept putting it off and stuff and she even agreed to what ticket range we would be in yesterday. It hurt because, she said I could go if I just get a ride to it.
She's broken so many promises to me I can't think of one instance where she's kept her promise. I'm like, about to cry now.
And she kept being all snappy at me she just really hurt me.
I thought I was going to go see the band I love, the guy I dream of, with my best friend and maybe get an autograph, and I was so excited, I was so sure I was gonna go.
She brought all of that down in a 1 minute conversation.
You still might think this is stupid, but it's one of those things where you can't imagine the feeling that I've gotten, unless you've felt it yourself.
I just wanted to go to a concert. I was gonna give up going to Disneyland so I could get a ticket. And, like she always has, she broke her promise to me.
Ok I g2g before I cry because it hurts.
I just needed to vent. Thank you for listening. (Please no posts like "Well that's kind of stupid." I'm in enough pain, thank you.
PS I also just got bullied (like I do everyday) by my sister because I wanted to go online because I haven't been on all day, so I'm like, really sensitive.
EDIT: Another reason why this hurt so much, is because my heart has been hurt constantly this summer. So it was in the middle of healing right now when my mom broke the news. It's like every time my my heart heals, BAM it gets hurt again
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