Jinx3295
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Do you ever just stay up for hours, thinking and thinking? About life, death, and time? I sometimes do, and it scares me. It freaks me out because of how much these thoughts get to me, and affect me. Sometimes I stay up, thinking.
I used to be a big religious person- a strict catholic. But these thoughts, of how unlikely a god sounds, got to me. I no longer beleive in religion. I used to pray, but I lost my trust.
I used to not ever think of death, but now I do. I have these sad thoughts of what's going to happen when my family when they die. It scares me to think of lying in a ditch for an eternity, just melting away. To never speak or be heard of again; eternal sleep. It saddens me to think that one day I'll be in a ground, away from the people I love. It scares me to know that one day all the people and things I have to love will be gone.
These thoughts have led me to think differently, and I practically live by them. I now speak my mind, and don't conform with society's standard 'norm' any longer. These thoughts are like, my philosophies to live by now. I often have these 'thinking' episodes, and I think of some weird things.
My question- does anyone else do this? Does this make me insane, that I constantly think?
I used to be a big religious person- a strict catholic. But these thoughts, of how unlikely a god sounds, got to me. I no longer beleive in religion. I used to pray, but I lost my trust.
I used to not ever think of death, but now I do. I have these sad thoughts of what's going to happen when my family when they die. It scares me to think of lying in a ditch for an eternity, just melting away. To never speak or be heard of again; eternal sleep. It saddens me to think that one day I'll be in a ground, away from the people I love. It scares me to know that one day all the people and things I have to love will be gone.
These thoughts have led me to think differently, and I practically live by them. I now speak my mind, and don't conform with society's standard 'norm' any longer. These thoughts are like, my philosophies to live by now. I often have these 'thinking' episodes, and I think of some weird things.
My question- does anyone else do this? Does this make me insane, that I constantly think?