Tamagirl_Desy
Well-known member
Hey guys.
Well, I went to this dance club on the weekend for young teens and there was alot of dancing going on. My friends were all dancing with tons of various boys, and I didn't dance with anyone. I was too nervous.
Near the end of the dance, my friend tried to find me a guy to dance with. Finally, she pushed me ontop of a guy and said, "DANCE WITH HIM!" He wasn't very good looking at all, and I really didn't want to dance with him. He said he wanted to dance with me, and I didn't want to be mean and reject him. So I grudgingly had my first dance with him, and later on I felt like crying.
I wanted my first dance to be special.....for it to mean something. I wanted it to be with a guy I really liked, not with some random person that I've just met and will never see again. I wanted it to be amazing and the best thing I've ever experienced......but now, just because I was too nice, my first dance was with a stupid guy that means nothing and never will.
I just feel so bad about this! I know there is nothing you guys can do, and I know it's my own fault, but I just want some sort of feedback. Thank you.
Well, I went to this dance club on the weekend for young teens and there was alot of dancing going on. My friends were all dancing with tons of various boys, and I didn't dance with anyone. I was too nervous.
Near the end of the dance, my friend tried to find me a guy to dance with. Finally, she pushed me ontop of a guy and said, "DANCE WITH HIM!" He wasn't very good looking at all, and I really didn't want to dance with him. He said he wanted to dance with me, and I didn't want to be mean and reject him. So I grudgingly had my first dance with him, and later on I felt like crying.
I wanted my first dance to be special.....for it to mean something. I wanted it to be with a guy I really liked, not with some random person that I've just met and will never see again. I wanted it to be amazing and the best thing I've ever experienced......but now, just because I was too nice, my first dance was with a stupid guy that means nothing and never will.
I just feel so bad about this! I know there is nothing you guys can do, and I know it's my own fault, but I just want some sort of feedback. Thank you.