I don't have the same fears as many people do. I love spiders, snakes, bugs...in fact they are my career. I have really odd obnoxious fears, though, and I wish I didn't have them.
*Things in perpetual motion really bother me. If I look at constantly moving things such as some video game screens or wierd psychadellic screensavers and stuff, I get vertigo and that is creepy.
*Dizziness terrifies me. I have trouble with motion sickness dizziness and it makes me feel panicky.
*Feeling like I'm not in control of my body and my mind. That can cause instant panick attack.
*Being in a boat on choppy water. Just thinking about it makes me feel dizzy, and you all know how I feel about dizziness.
*Theme park rides. I ONLY ride the water rides.
*Dying. Not terribly uncommon.
*Going blind. Probably not that rare either.
*Something happening to my Mom. Probably because the only other person I can depend on in my life is my 18 year old little brother. I have a father around...but he has moved out and has told me that since I am an adult, he doesn't need to help me in any way shape or form. He doesn't want a family, so it's just me, Mom, and my broher trying to make things work.
For some reason, it feels kinda nice to open up to you guys about my fears. Probably because I keep them bottled up a lot normally.
