I was at an ice sakting rink with my 3 friends Ashley, Iris, abnd Karla. I was 13 then. There, almost every single guy was hitting on me. Finaly, i found one that was hot. We refured to him as "green t-s**t guy" because we didn't know his name. Next time we went, he was there. All of us were like "omg hes so hot" and Ashley went up to talk to him. She asked him if he liked me and he said "Yes shes hot". He came up to me and we were talking for a while and then we skated off of the rink into a corner that was kinda hidden. All of my firends and his followed. We ignored them and kept talking. He said:
Him: You know, i have never really made out wiht a girl before.
Me (having never been kissed before): Yeah, me either.
He grabbed me around my waist and pulled me closer. Then, his friends and mine came up and were like "KISS HER KISS HER..."" and then karla found a room that the hockey team uses to change in. No one was in there, so he went in and i really didn't want to. I said i was confused and didn't know waht was going on. Iris told me, "look. If you go oin there you will have to kiss him. Do you want too?" Before i answered Ashley and Karla grabbed me and pushed me in. I was going to tell them all no i dont' want to kiss him when before i knew it was was in the room alone with him. I turned around and tried to open the door but there were people leaning against it so i couldn't. I turned around and walked tward him. I was about to say somthing implying that i didn't want to kiss him when he grabbed me and started to make out. He was strong so i couldn't resist him. Then, he told me to give him my cell number. Being in shock and scared out of my mind i gave ti to him. Then, he grabbed me again, threw me on the gound (man that hurt) and un zipped my jeans and put his hand down them. I imediatly got him off me, and ran tward the door. They wre still leaning against it. I hit it until i could get it open. Eveyrone was surronding us saying "OMG WAT HAPPEND?? TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME!!!" And they were all so excited. I tried to put a smile on my face and said. "yes, i kissed him" My friends squelled and turned to eachother and started jumping. He was over behind us acting all cool and bragging to his friends. I still tried to hold back tears and put a smile on, which managed to fool almost everyone. Almost, everyone. Iris was the only on who senced somthing was wrong.
A few days later she still knew. She still asked me, "is that all the really happend?" and i continued to say yes. until one day she asked me on the phone and i started crying. I hung up and told her everything on aim.
She insisted it would be best if i told ashley. I really didn't want to be she made me. So i told ashley, and she said somthings about him that i can't say on here, an said that we didn't have to go again.
Now for how it is still ruining my life today.
Ashley kept asking me "Oh, can i told ___ what happed?? THey won't tell i promise!" and she would say it in front of the person so i had no choice but to say yes. So she would tell them. Finaly, she told her one friend Gabriella, who, one say, when i was alone with Gabriella, My crush, and my crush's friend, he texted me. I was said "ugh. Hes texting me. i should block his number." I really didn't want to let my crush know what happend. When Gabriella said "Ugh. Him. That rapist." My crush looked up.
Crush: Wait, what? Rapist?
Gabriella: Yeah. Ugh i hate him. he pushed her down on the ground and put his hand in her pants.
Now my crush hates me. I can never go ice skating again. Im mad at Gabriella. And a lot of people know what happend to me. What a great way to remember your first kiss, no?
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