You don't know my friends. Most of them AREN'T nice people. I'm still their friends, but I just can't stand seeing alot of them anymore. I need change. I need more variety. There are alot of my friends who I could do without...most of them have my my life miserable. Some have almost gotten my suspended, have tried to make me do bad things (I've never given in though) and have changed the person I am today. But they are ALL like that. There is not one single person who I know that hasn't hurt me in some way. So I have no choice in being their friends. I'm such a nice person that I NEVER say mean things to people. I'm always being pushed around because I'm so nice. And I'm sick of it. I'm sick of being treated like, even after six years, I don't fully belong. I don't think I fully explained about this in my post. It was more because I was angry and in a rush at the time. But nevertheless, it's more the fact of WHO THEY ARE, not just because I'M TIRED OF THEM. I am though, I'm not going to lie. Everyone is different. For you, you love being friends with someone for eight years. Me? I don't like it as much. Meeting new people, being part of new gangs...it's fun for me. Because everybody is so new and exciting. Of course, after awhile, people aren't NEW anymore. I understand that. I'm not a person to ditch her old friends for new friends. I would just enjoy meeting some new people in order to take a break from the everyday faces.
I hoped that helped in your understanding.
And to everybody else, thanks for the advice.
It's truly appreciated.