««MinaSebi»»
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I hate my life right now. Sometimes I find I cry myself to sleep. Actually, that's pretty often. Almost every day.
First of all, I don't have any friends. I mean, it's easy to make them, but so easy to lose them. Soon as I get one, they forgot about me and ignore me. I'm so quiet around people, and yet I'm such a chatterbox. And I'm so open and trusting and, and. *sigh*
Second, I know this boy. Well actually two boys. R and H. H I've known since Kindergarten, R since this year. H is so hyper and hilarious, but he can also be serious and he has such a cute face when he's serious. <3 I've been teaching him how to draw anime, and he's always asking for my help. R is so funny. He's always making me laugh, he stands up for me, and he's pretty darn cute. But I'm ten, and they're around my age. Boys are never serious at ten. They're so immature. I don't know what to do. u.u I can't forget either of them.
Third, I feel so pressured. My teachers expect so much of me, and I hate it. I hate feeling like I'm supposed to live up to people's expectations. And they're making SUCH a big deal out of going to middle school. It's like: "ADFSHP GET GOOD GRADES OR IMMA KEEP JOO >:["
I only feel happy at camp. There I have fun and have friends and stuff. But here my life's dull and predictable and awful. I want to be noticed and to be remembered and not to be forgotten. Thing is, nobody notices poor little Rin, humming some stupid song while she listens to her mp3 player.
First of all, I don't have any friends. I mean, it's easy to make them, but so easy to lose them. Soon as I get one, they forgot about me and ignore me. I'm so quiet around people, and yet I'm such a chatterbox. And I'm so open and trusting and, and. *sigh*
Second, I know this boy. Well actually two boys. R and H. H I've known since Kindergarten, R since this year. H is so hyper and hilarious, but he can also be serious and he has such a cute face when he's serious. <3 I've been teaching him how to draw anime, and he's always asking for my help. R is so funny. He's always making me laugh, he stands up for me, and he's pretty darn cute. But I'm ten, and they're around my age. Boys are never serious at ten. They're so immature. I don't know what to do. u.u I can't forget either of them.
Third, I feel so pressured. My teachers expect so much of me, and I hate it. I hate feeling like I'm supposed to live up to people's expectations. And they're making SUCH a big deal out of going to middle school. It's like: "ADFSHP GET GOOD GRADES OR IMMA KEEP JOO >:["
I only feel happy at camp. There I have fun and have friends and stuff. But here my life's dull and predictable and awful. I want to be noticed and to be remembered and not to be forgotten. Thing is, nobody notices poor little Rin, humming some stupid song while she listens to her mp3 player.