CookieDough123
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[SIZE=14pt]I have had the condition since I was 7...... [/SIZE]
I try to just walk into shops and buy a chocolate bar and I get all sweaty and scared and have to put it down and walk out. I never go anywhere on my own incase anybody says Hi or i see a friend. I feel happy to chat to my siblings and parents, but sometimes talk by whiteboard and pen. I hate it and I am trying to get over it. I don't talk to anybody - I don't answer to the register at school or anything. It is any situation but in my house with MY parents and siblings. I never go round to anyones house or sleep overnight there...It isn't just any random situation, it is when I'm not with my imediate family. I am trying to beat it!I don't know much about it - but I think it is pretty unusual.
@ CookieDough123 - if you have had this for several years, do you have enough experience now to know which situations make you anxious enough to stop speaking - or does it feel like random situations?
Maybe some realated mild anxitey disorder - but I'm not a doctor!' date='+February 22, 2010 05:35 am'] DUDE. I Wikied it and the description fits me pretty well. x.xI tend to be rather anti social - I dislike talking, and barely utter more than a few words in class. Even when I've got to ask something important from the teacher I'll stay quiet. And I avoid questions - I don't feel like talking and generally just nod my head to whatever I hear. Which of course comes off as really rude, but without meaning to. My voice also quietens down and becomes pretty soft when I'm in public, so I literally have to scream before people get what I'm saying. I feel very comfortable at home; that's when I loosen up and start acting wild. It's like I'm two-faced, really. So I might have some sort of SM-related problem, yes?
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I have heard of people with my condition wanting to move to a new school and as soon as they walk in, they say hello, and SM is gone!I think I might've had it before.. I used to feel really shy around everyone.But since I started highschool, I honestly never stop talking.
Its quite odd..
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