Doglover10
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latley ive had these dreams of commiting suicide. last night i had one were i was in my room by my big window, in my pj's. i looked out the window and the idea of just jumping seemed so attractive. the clouds seemd fluffy, the air seemed fresh, and the floor underneath looked beutiful to me for some reason. i put on this evil smile , took off my shoes, took 2 steps back and leaped forward through the glass. then i woke up screaming. ive had other dreams like this were killing my self seemd ...exiting, like i NEEDED that rush of adrenelin and the "me" in my dreams is all "bad girl-emo" wile the real me is sweet and nerdy. i dont know why i have these dreams, and im really scared. im not depressed or anyting, infact i think of my self as one te the happiest girls alive! i love my life and i dont know why i dream of ending it.
is something wrong with me???
is something wrong with me???