Asiangotchi
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Hello everyone,
I just wanted to bring this out. I have actually been crying lately, just for strange reasons. But everything I'm about to tell is all true. If you think I'm crazy after reading this, that's fine. I just happen to be in love with this video game character, Birdo.
Well, from the first day of July, I've noticed how cute Birdo had looked. Really... After a week, I just... Felt a strange affection. Because of this, I actually made up an imaginary Birdo. Just mentally, I had been talking to her... She had been sleeping by my side every night. And strangely, I had even went to the "Mushroom Kingdom" with her... o_o' But weeks later after moving to my grandma's house, I just had to cry. I had been aware... She wasn't real. But I'd done my best not to. Tears had been going all over the pillow. A week later, I just couldn't keep it to myself. I decided to tell my great friend Lina. After telling her some of the details, she decided to give me, rather harsh advice. Giving it to me, I ended up crying and getting off the computer. It was pretty late; I ended up crying myself to sleep. Yesterday, I was hoping she would be on. When she finally messaged me, she continued on. Her advice... Was just so cruel. I ended up telling a friend. That friend (No name, please don't make me tell) told me to give Lina a comment... Lina got pi**ed. There's just a feeling she hates me now... Last night, I had told my imaginary Birdo about what had happened. In the end, Birdo gave a big sigh. "You know, your friend is right. I really don't think you had been mad at her for a good reason. Like you know, I'm not real. If you keep this up, you could go crazy in the end. It's only for the better, that I'm not your answer." My eyes began to water. "But Birdo, my feelings are true! I don't want to let you go!" I had hugged her tightly, completely sobbing. The actions were in my mind. The tears were all real. "I know Calvin. I know how you feel. But like your friend said, there's someone out there for you, who's real. One who is the answer for you." I had remained silent for a while, tears still coming out of my eyes. Finally, I had something to say... "Okay... But Birdo, right now, my heart is full of you. When I find the girl who's meant for me, she will fill up my heart. But I promise, it won't be completely. In there, a little space, will be full of you, Birdo. Thank you for everything we've done together. I'll never forget any of that, and you. It's hard to let you go, but I'm willing to, for the better and to make you happy." Saying all that, I had still been crying. I finally wiped away my tears, and tried my best to fall asleep, as it was 4AM. Now, I had the time to write all this. I thank Lina for advice she has given me. I love you very much Lina. I hope you can forgive me. One day, I will meet the person who is meant for me.
I'm surprised I actually had the guts to do this. At least, I'm not hiding this from anyone. Feel free to post any comments if you like.
EDIT: I finally got to talk to Lina. She's not mad. I'm really relieved.
I just wanted to bring this out. I have actually been crying lately, just for strange reasons. But everything I'm about to tell is all true. If you think I'm crazy after reading this, that's fine. I just happen to be in love with this video game character, Birdo.
Well, from the first day of July, I've noticed how cute Birdo had looked. Really... After a week, I just... Felt a strange affection. Because of this, I actually made up an imaginary Birdo. Just mentally, I had been talking to her... She had been sleeping by my side every night. And strangely, I had even went to the "Mushroom Kingdom" with her... o_o' But weeks later after moving to my grandma's house, I just had to cry. I had been aware... She wasn't real. But I'd done my best not to. Tears had been going all over the pillow. A week later, I just couldn't keep it to myself. I decided to tell my great friend Lina. After telling her some of the details, she decided to give me, rather harsh advice. Giving it to me, I ended up crying and getting off the computer. It was pretty late; I ended up crying myself to sleep. Yesterday, I was hoping she would be on. When she finally messaged me, she continued on. Her advice... Was just so cruel. I ended up telling a friend. That friend (No name, please don't make me tell) told me to give Lina a comment... Lina got pi**ed. There's just a feeling she hates me now... Last night, I had told my imaginary Birdo about what had happened. In the end, Birdo gave a big sigh. "You know, your friend is right. I really don't think you had been mad at her for a good reason. Like you know, I'm not real. If you keep this up, you could go crazy in the end. It's only for the better, that I'm not your answer." My eyes began to water. "But Birdo, my feelings are true! I don't want to let you go!" I had hugged her tightly, completely sobbing. The actions were in my mind. The tears were all real. "I know Calvin. I know how you feel. But like your friend said, there's someone out there for you, who's real. One who is the answer for you." I had remained silent for a while, tears still coming out of my eyes. Finally, I had something to say... "Okay... But Birdo, right now, my heart is full of you. When I find the girl who's meant for me, she will fill up my heart. But I promise, it won't be completely. In there, a little space, will be full of you, Birdo. Thank you for everything we've done together. I'll never forget any of that, and you. It's hard to let you go, but I'm willing to, for the better and to make you happy." Saying all that, I had still been crying. I finally wiped away my tears, and tried my best to fall asleep, as it was 4AM. Now, I had the time to write all this. I thank Lina for advice she has given me. I love you very much Lina. I hope you can forgive me. One day, I will meet the person who is meant for me.
I'm surprised I actually had the guts to do this. At least, I'm not hiding this from anyone. Feel free to post any comments if you like.
EDIT: I finally got to talk to Lina. She's not mad. I'm really relieved.
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