animelover22
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My cat just died.... I feel horrible.
I keep going back in time with memories....I'm remembering the first day we got him.... and how my mom almost didn't keep him. I remember every time I got mad I would try to kick him.... I feel horrible about that. I remember when he first got sick. He was laying in bed.... he couldn't move. I stayed by his side..... I remember getting up in the morning and seeing him outside, wanting to come in. I remember feeding him. I remember all of those special moments together. And now they're all gone. He was my only comfort when I felt like I had no friends, when I felt lonely. I miss stroking his fur and telling him, "I love you...I love you so much..."
When we were at the animal hospital my mom leaned over to his side and sang a song she would always sing to him to make him happy. I saw that he could barely open his eyes, and he was barely breathing. I kissed him and petted him and I kept telling myself, "He's going to be okay. Just wait.... he'll get up..." He never did. I cried by his side and laid my head gently on his back.
Tears are flooding my eyes by this second and I can barely see what I'm typing.... I just can't stop crying. I loved him so much. But now he's gone....
I keep going back in time with memories....I'm remembering the first day we got him.... and how my mom almost didn't keep him. I remember every time I got mad I would try to kick him.... I feel horrible about that. I remember when he first got sick. He was laying in bed.... he couldn't move. I stayed by his side..... I remember getting up in the morning and seeing him outside, wanting to come in. I remember feeding him. I remember all of those special moments together. And now they're all gone. He was my only comfort when I felt like I had no friends, when I felt lonely. I miss stroking his fur and telling him, "I love you...I love you so much..."
When we were at the animal hospital my mom leaned over to his side and sang a song she would always sing to him to make him happy. I saw that he could barely open his eyes, and he was barely breathing. I kissed him and petted him and I kept telling myself, "He's going to be okay. Just wait.... he'll get up..." He never did. I cried by his side and laid my head gently on his back.
Tears are flooding my eyes by this second and I can barely see what I'm typing.... I just can't stop crying. I loved him so much. But now he's gone....