Acid~Rain
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Feh..I'm Not having a good Time, School, Family Problems, What should I start With, School?
I've been going to school more often...Well...Hardly often, but going nonetheless. But If I miss Anymore Days, I get Expelled. Or Get sent to a FosterHome, But my mom and I already Arranged that If anything were to ever happen, I already Know Where I'm going for a FosterHome if that happend.
And Family News? Feh. I'm starting to doubt that they Care. More I think about it, More I think I was a Mistake. thats what My grandma thinks right? And No, Not the Grandma that broke my arm(long story), The one Whom I actually thought cared.
In otherwords, I could Care less about my life. My grades are Dropping, Its surprising that the teachers actually passed me on to grade 9, seeing as my marks for Gr.8 were beyond failure.
As soon as i'm old enough to quit School, I am. Seeing as I couldn't care Less.
And also, My Grandma(the one I was just talking about) Is a Hypocrite. Saying that If I were to Dye my Hair black, Or if I wear Dark Makeup, Put Goth-Emo-Poetry for MSN Screen Name, or Have "Deppresive" Display pictures on MSN (yes. My grandma goes on msn, She's like 70 though. ) She automatically thinks that I'm gonna start Smoking, Drinking, Cutting like my cousin.
Maybe I should Start to pi** her off.
No...not really.
My sister was treated the same way when she was my age. When she was living with Dad's (Dad= desceased btw) Side of the Family , That Family treated her like Gold, But when she lived with her Mom (Different Moms, So...half sister) She was Basically the Black Sheep of the Family.
I'm in the Same situation.
[SIZE=7pt]Heck...Since My family (like grandma, and all them out in BC) hardly care about me....That makes me wonder If My Dad Actually cared. Or was it all an Act?[/SIZE]
And also, Don't any of you find it stupid that My grandma calls her cousin, Who lives in the Same town as me, and yet not call her own granddaughter, and no, She normally gives me and my mom the excuse saying "Well I tried but the Phone was busy" Thats Just Bull, Seeing as If the Computer is Connected, She could easily contact me or my mom(shes on both our MSN's) and tell us that she's gonna phone. Typical Excuse, (Note:Long Distance. From where she is in BritishColumbia(canada) to where I am in Manitoba(canada).
What Should I Do?
I've been going to school more often...Well...Hardly often, but going nonetheless. But If I miss Anymore Days, I get Expelled. Or Get sent to a FosterHome, But my mom and I already Arranged that If anything were to ever happen, I already Know Where I'm going for a FosterHome if that happend.
And Family News? Feh. I'm starting to doubt that they Care. More I think about it, More I think I was a Mistake. thats what My grandma thinks right? And No, Not the Grandma that broke my arm(long story), The one Whom I actually thought cared.
In otherwords, I could Care less about my life. My grades are Dropping, Its surprising that the teachers actually passed me on to grade 9, seeing as my marks for Gr.8 were beyond failure.
As soon as i'm old enough to quit School, I am. Seeing as I couldn't care Less.
And also, My Grandma(the one I was just talking about) Is a Hypocrite. Saying that If I were to Dye my Hair black, Or if I wear Dark Makeup, Put Goth-Emo-Poetry for MSN Screen Name, or Have "Deppresive" Display pictures on MSN (yes. My grandma goes on msn, She's like 70 though. ) She automatically thinks that I'm gonna start Smoking, Drinking, Cutting like my cousin.
Maybe I should Start to pi** her off.
No...not really.
My sister was treated the same way when she was my age. When she was living with Dad's (Dad= desceased btw) Side of the Family , That Family treated her like Gold, But when she lived with her Mom (Different Moms, So...half sister) She was Basically the Black Sheep of the Family.
I'm in the Same situation.
[SIZE=7pt]Heck...Since My family (like grandma, and all them out in BC) hardly care about me....That makes me wonder If My Dad Actually cared. Or was it all an Act?[/SIZE]
And also, Don't any of you find it stupid that My grandma calls her cousin, Who lives in the Same town as me, and yet not call her own granddaughter, and no, She normally gives me and my mom the excuse saying "Well I tried but the Phone was busy" Thats Just Bull, Seeing as If the Computer is Connected, She could easily contact me or my mom(shes on both our MSN's) and tell us that she's gonna phone. Typical Excuse, (Note:Long Distance. From where she is in BritishColumbia(canada) to where I am in Manitoba(canada).
What Should I Do?
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