As some of you who I talk to alot would know, I have liked a guy (whose name shall remain unnamed) for just over a year.
Well, it really feels like ever since last October he has really changed, way too much
He has been hanging around the "OOH! LOOK AT ME! I'M SO TOUGH!" group if you know what I mean
Today we had some 'compusary PE' thing at the end of the day, and I saw him being pushed in a shopping trolley by one of his idiotic 'friends'. He was being pushed fairly fast, and they were going over mud and a bumpy track outside the school fence. That is NOT ONE THING like him
When I saw him, I almost burst into tears. I would never imagine him doing that, especially when his mum is a teacher at the school. He saw me with tears in my eyes. He looked at me in the innocent way he used to before all this stuff. Well it is hard to explain exactly how he looked at me, but he looked concerned.
I think his friends said something to try to stop him looking at me. I don't know why, but it feels like he is trying to change to fit in with his so called friends.
What hurts the most is that we used to be so close. We txted eachother, talked all the time in English and BEEP, and it was the closest I have ever felt to being in real love. I got closer to him than I ever have with any other guy.
I told my friend about it today and she really agrees. It almost like... well... he's kind of a stranger now. He has completely changed, too much for words.
I just don't know what to do. I have been fighting back tears for the last hour and a half. I am so upset and miserable
If anyone had any advice whatsoever, please tell me (though I don't want "Well you shouldn't be crushing on him if he's like that" or "Try to make him jealous" suggestions :worried: He's never been like this) Suggestions, support, anything. I really need it now.
Well, it really feels like ever since last October he has really changed, way too much
He has been hanging around the "OOH! LOOK AT ME! I'M SO TOUGH!" group if you know what I mean
Today we had some 'compusary PE' thing at the end of the day, and I saw him being pushed in a shopping trolley by one of his idiotic 'friends'. He was being pushed fairly fast, and they were going over mud and a bumpy track outside the school fence. That is NOT ONE THING like him
When I saw him, I almost burst into tears. I would never imagine him doing that, especially when his mum is a teacher at the school. He saw me with tears in my eyes. He looked at me in the innocent way he used to before all this stuff. Well it is hard to explain exactly how he looked at me, but he looked concerned.
I think his friends said something to try to stop him looking at me. I don't know why, but it feels like he is trying to change to fit in with his so called friends.
What hurts the most is that we used to be so close. We txted eachother, talked all the time in English and BEEP, and it was the closest I have ever felt to being in real love. I got closer to him than I ever have with any other guy.
I told my friend about it today and she really agrees. It almost like... well... he's kind of a stranger now. He has completely changed, too much for words.
I just don't know what to do. I have been fighting back tears for the last hour and a half. I am so upset and miserable
If anyone had any advice whatsoever, please tell me (though I don't want "Well you shouldn't be crushing on him if he's like that" or "Try to make him jealous" suggestions :worried: He's never been like this) Suggestions, support, anything. I really need it now.
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